i want to be green eyed someday

i am not sure if i told you

but i have the burning desire to get a pet again

since my dear hamster jemy passed away this spring

and i really miss having a little friend of my own

and because of all the stress and studying

 it can get alittle lonely and tiresome at times

so a pet would really help me to cope with everything better 
i figured!

but i am just not sure

which kind of animal and when i should get it

apparently i don't have much time at the moment for anything

besides school, my friends and the usual daily routine.

which really bothers me but i can't do anything about it right now.

but because of that getting a pet right now

would be pretty selfish and innappropriate for the animal

since they do need alot of care and time on a daily base.

aah, i don't know.

it's just such a tricky situation.

but i figured first of all that i will wait until my exams are over

and then visit some shelters in the christmas holidays

and just take a look

because i want to give an animal a second chance

and get my little companion from there.
and maybe, just maybe i'll be lucky!

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