joline just sent me the pictures of her birthday party! 

these are the ones, i think, i can publish haha :D

they aren't that special, but i hope you like them anywayyys!

tommorrow i have to go to the doctor the whole day 
so i will not visit the school! 
and i'm so glad!

but actually i do not like doctors as well...

but i can't change it so - see you soon, creepers! <3

just some inspiration pictures i have and which are 
(yes, really unexpected, iknow) really inspirational for me, i guess. 
at least i really like them and it would be amazing, 
if some day, i could took some of such photos of my life :) 

except the unicorns, that would be a little odd haha xd

recently i just have nothing to tell you. 
the school blows my mind & my thoughts 
and i try to be around the people i love 
in my tiny little freetime. 

yesterday i was at the cinema and
 today i've met two lovely boys - murkel and felix (you know him allready!)

and know what? he has a new haircut!
 it just looks so adorable! 
maybe i will show you a picture some day,
 because he is such big part in my life!

oh and the day was really nice. we played alot of football 
and just giggled and made stupid things all the time.

nowww i have to study alot.
 it's late allready but tommorrow i have to write a classtest in french..
baaah, i really love this language, it's so lovely! 
but i just cannot speak or learn it - it's so difficult.

<3

aah, i look terrible, iknow but i do not have any other photo to show 
and i just think posts are looking alot better with pictures in it.

i am ill for a few days and the school makes me even sicker.

oh i got an idea! i could show you some pictures of my home!

because of the really wonderful, warm weather the last day 
the lightning was just overhelming!

(why didn't i think about them before? 
naah, now it's too late, i will post the terrible photo nevertheless!)

here they are

the time is just flown away the past days!
 but i'm allready so tired again.

a tired girl with too much trouble, i would say. 

doesn't sound that good.

wednedsday i went shopping with kathi, jacque 
and felix and i bought alooot in primark! 

the people in school are still really creepy and tommorrow is friday.

i will have football practice after school
 and then just sleep for the rest of my life.

at least i can hope.

aaand finally it's sunday again. 

it was a really lovely weekend, 
which i spent with meeting kathi and joline, make a sleepover 
and visit my father and my little siblings.

but sadly the weekend is over 
and now i will just do some homework and learn abit.

i just don't want to go to school anymore :/ 
i will be the happiest person alive
 when i finished everything and will be graduated!

lovely sunny previous days i would say.

but sadly i had have to school again since monday :(

i am just not a school person, 
i don't like the fact that i 'have' to go there! 
i like learning new things, but not...like this. 
and this pressure because of the grades and the mean people in my age 
which say mean things about people they don't know. 
that's always making me really sad.

last night i came back and i am just so happy to be back home 
and to sleep in my own big, comfy bed!

and that's what i will do now!

but it was great!

the weekend with my older brother was brilliant, 
and we've watched the whole matrix triology and animatrix!

and hiddensee was great as usual!

i tell you more soon! <3