quess, who has visited the beautiful rome a week ago?

right you are! 

me on a schooltrip!

but i am going to tell you more about it later..

first of all - where have i been?

i told you we would be moving into the new apartment 
during the summer holidays..
and well, we did. 
and because of some silly people and misunderstandings 
and a buch of stupidity we hadn't had internet for two whole months. 
oh, and our phone wasn't working as well.

so now, everthing is fine again, 
the apartment is great,i really like it.
 school started again a couple of weeks ago
and it's pretty hard and different than before,
 because i've now started my graduation, so i am in 11th class. 
but yes, it's just weird to not have lessons with my friends anymore 
and to only see us during the break.
 but somehow jacque and i are much closer to each other now than we were before the holidays. 
which makes me ofcourse happy!

what else? 

i spend most of my time nowadays with school, 
homework, sleeping, reading, listening to music 
and watching every episode of whatever show i just found. 

yesterday i just finished the amazing "north and south" bbc drama 
- here take a look, if you're interested. 
i am really into such old jane austen kind of movies 
and books! i am reading 'emma' at the moment as well 
and i just love this century eventhough 
i would not like to live there by myself.

that's it for now, i guess. 
i'll show some pictures of my new room later if i have the time.

lots of hugsss and i am glad to be back <3

 --

so know you really get to know me.

jup.

that's me.

with all my unforgivable weirdness 

and childish happiness.

no wonder i have no boyfriend, right?

'She often wouldn't feel well and her friends said go to bed
they would never understand this was a sickness of the head
so she would sit and think for hours and her sadness she'd defer
She loved the world but it was so cruel to her

Can't turn back
Head intact

She knows what she can't have 
she'll only want it more
The journey makes her sad 
she'll only start a war
She won't understand she's just a girl
Expecting too much from the world'